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Oct. 4th, 2006 | 10:14 pm
location: casaaa
mood: energetic energetic
music: white rose movementt

I forgot I had this!


fuk'n love ya all!

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May. 22nd, 2006 | 12:14 am

Life is just amazing.

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May. 13th, 2006 | 01:24 pm
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: Acceptance "over you"

last night was really fun.craxy at Ruben's.
gosh never realized their would be a million more times the drama when you are drunk..
but everything is so much funner when you are! I have to admit, I feel awesome and I love to feel when all my insecurities are gone.
I do remember what I said and did..well most of it..I hope I dont grow to regret any of it..I am sorry if i scared anyone..its a trishaaa that alot of people have never seen before, I let her out to come go and play once in awhile to keep myself sane!..
Sorry I tried to beat some people up..hehe, it happens, and It was nice seeing old friends and making new ones!..^.^
and once again, I said ALOT of things...Sorry If I offeneded anyone...

ps...aaron, I found your red shoe in my purse this morning..I think I took it,i'll give it back to you at school or something..haha..

and yea..I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS! You make my LIFE amazing!

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I am supposing...

Mar. 27th, 2006 | 10:06 pm
mood: hopeful hopeful
music: placebo "Black Eyed"

I ahevtn written in this thing in along while, its not that I havent had atime, cause I have, but anyways, life has been pretty weird, if I can even call it that right now for me...
I just put all my priorities in place..
and well they arent so fun..
I miss being happy..well when I was the closest to even knowing the meaning of the word and feeling it somewhat..
its funny how things turn out..
So I feel like I pushed so many people away..shut myself in my own world, which is fine, up untill reality hits you and it hits you HARD!..I want to reconnect and feel like I am living again..
I am tired of caring so much about EVERYTHING! I want to feel like I am..
is that too much to ask for?
I want to go out and party in the weekends, do crazy sshit...be a freaking teenager!...I want to makeout with random people, come home at 2 in themorning, I want to feel like I am living the mommment..
I am tired of caring for tomorrow..
I need to live for today..
like I once knew.
will you all help me??



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Feb. 26th, 2006 | 09:00 pm
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: Incubus "Southern Girl"

This weekend was quite fufilling...
I went to a UIL tournament for Journalism on Saturday at Edinburg North...
are Journalism squad kicked ass!
we all placed..
I got 1st place in Editorial!!
yay! out of like 28 schools.
It was Veteran...hehe, I am really happy cause this was only my Second tournament!
I think I might have found something that I am remotley good at..
I bought these new Awesome Nicole Richie inspired Sunglasses..they are Sweeeeetttt!
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-Life is Good.

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Feb. 20th, 2006 | 07:11 pm
mood: cold cold
music: Zeromancer *EuroTrash*

Hello all,
Since my last entry, I have been feeling better, I am still sad, but I am comming to terms with it, thats life..
its been somewhat surreal these past couple of days, like the type where you dont really feel like your living, but times passing still..hard to explain.
anyways, Its been ok, havent really been going out much, but thats gonna change! for sure..I need to go to some parties!..=X
I think I like someone...=/ I am not sure I should..
it sucks how you cant control who you like, even if your mind does not agree, that dosent stop you.
I really liked journalism, I am gonna sitck to it, I hope that I get better at it.
damn school is too stressful
I hate this cold weather, it makes me want to curl up in bed (preferably marg's=)..) and listen to Eisley..teehee..

*hope everyone is having a goodone..!*


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Feb. 11th, 2006 | 11:14 pm
mood: depressed depressed
music: silence

My grandpa died this morning..
I am deeply sad..
it is only normal.
I am just happy that he isnt in pain anymore.
for all those who want to give me support and what not, email me at goodnightmypretty@yahoo.com or send me a message on myspace so I can tell you when the rosary is going to be at the funeral home.
loveyou guys..
I dont think I am going to school on Monday or Tuesday...
Miss me!...X

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Feb. 8th, 2006 | 07:08 pm
mood: happy happy
music: The End..some European band..

So today turned out to be a really awesome day!
I woke up this morning not the most enthusistic person...
the day didnt seem so great, so by the time that lunch came around...
and me and acouple of friends..well my friends decided to take off..shall i mention names..hehe, well it was Evelyn, Ruben, JorgeG.,Jorge, Aaron..(awesome people!!love them)
and I taged along..hehe, it was great!..
gone half the day..
we went to Texas Thrift,
which is always fun..
then several stops later we made it to the dollar movies and watched The Ringer..heh,
I think its funny in a reallly sick way..but whatever..
I admit it, I laughed!
It was really Fun, I needed a break from school! I really did, me and all my overachieverness..a girl needs a break once in awhile...ya' know!
and then alittle while ago my friend Mat asked me if I wanted to be in their digi band "Juicy Mouse BOx"
I was like Hell yes!
I have always wanted to be in a digi band..their is nothing better than those shows!
I am super psyched!!!
cant wait to start practicing and get things moving..!!
matt is a freakin awesome person! ...Love ya' Mattie!!...<3


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Feb. 8th, 2006 | 07:02 am
mood: chipper chipper
music: Placebo "Summer Morning"

Heh, wow!..Live Journal is finally working to my wonder!
Yay!...I missed herrr!
So hmmm...life has been pretty great these past couple of weeks..well
besides' my grandpa being sick,
but my "life" in general has been awesome..
going out having fun with my friends..
having someone there for me when needed and whenever I need him, is always a nice feeling.
We went to starbucks yesterday, me and Danny...hehe..
it was nice, we spent our time refering back to 1984..(The Book)
It seems to me that I have become obsessed with it! Its an amazing book, it has complicated my life and put more doubts in it, but I Love it!..hehe.
It was a nice time just chatting about it over a white Mocha Choclate Lattee...horrible I know!..but whatever.! It was nice and peaceful and something that made me feel like the most...I dont even know how to explain it...
well anyways, I went Iceskating last weekend, it was great!..i wasnt even half bad, pretty good for my first time, If i do say so myself....


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Thurs. And Friday

Jan. 21st, 2006 | 04:16 pm
mood: ditzy ditzy
music: gregory and the hawk "boats and birds"

So the end of this weekend wasnt that bad..
On thirsday we had that "career fair" at school...I made my posters and display boards and they ended up looking not too shabby!=D people said that they looked awesome!
I think it was rather a sucess we had over 80people sign up, but I just think they did it for the candy that we had there^.^
..I did that whole nice smile and look all professional thing and talked to people about the club and what we are hoping to do..
I think i would make a really good sales person, but I just hate it when people are rude...my mouth hurt by the end of the thing and my energy was severly drained..
then friday was rather a hassle..all day i just wanted the day to end...
i wasnt expecting to do anything..I was grocery shopping and looking at Soy chips (yum!) and my friend calls me and see if I wanted to hang out at his house, it was somewhat late and I didnt think my mom was going to let me, but she said yes..
So I went to his house and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles were we looked at all the books and looked through the art ones and cooking and the "Mature" ones..hehe..
I finally found Hedwig and the Angry Inch!!! they have it at barnes and nobles!..Im gonna go buy it soon!!
So we were their till 11pm and we left back to his house where we watched some Anime DVD..it was kool, I think Ineeded to hang out with someone. this week has been insanley crazy.
And this morning I went to school like at 9am for tutoring..
I was the only one there!
I hope I do something today..
if anyone has any plans let me know!

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